taking the time to think. finally. but i'm not preparing my self for anything. i'm just chilling, as much as i can that is.

i hate school. given the chance, i wouldn't EVER go back to c1. however much i love that class. the only thing to look forward to is going home. that used to be impossible.

not looking forward to anything. and its the beginning of the year. thinking of the time i have to spend waiting for each day to last takes forever. i'm going to try my best to forget this year. this life.

i can't stand the way.. (fill in the blanks yourself) there are too many things that fill it up.

talked to jianzhong. he misses my mum. :D my mummy is missed!! :D

i like xiaotian. 1c1er. she's damn nice.

i can't look back now. i'm too far ahead. it took too long. i hate this.

I NEVER WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL EVER AGAIN.

thanks though. it took me too long to figure out too. you should have told me earlier.

trust me, its not crap. its your mind that puts you up to it. its the thought of never... (fill in the blanks) that hurt. its the knowledge thats too much to handle. it seems like i'm on the verge of running out of school everyday. i wouldn't spemd an extra minute there. its just too hard. and i hate you bitch for ruining this. I HATE YOU. however much its too strong to say that, its just a fact.